Wreckless is my middle name....

Feb 23, 2009 15:35

So once again I fucked up. What's new?! Lately I feel like it's one fuck up after another on my part.

This is now 3 tickets in 3 weeks; GO ME! NOT!

Anyway got into an accident. A little tipsy again. I hit a curb, took my wheel right off the axel. And that brand new fender that I just got replaced in the last 2 weeks... yeah that's fucked again. Got a ticket for driving too fast for conditions. I want to fight it, but I could've gotten a ticket for no lisence, no registration, and he could've easily given me a breathalizer to figure out I shouldn't have been driving in the first damn place. So I should take what I got and be thankful for it, but I'm unappreciative I guess? That's how I feel since the new year has arrived.

Thank God for full coverage. Fuck the insurance company for that 500$ deductable.
I am now in debt more than ever. I am focusing my time on the things I've put on the back burner for so long; the important things. Drinking has fucked so much up in my life. Relationships; friendships; financially; physically; emotionally.
I'm ready to settle down. Start fresh. Give the best of me to my family, friends, and ones who love me most. Not down a few jack and cokes and jepordize every good thing in my life.
Don't get me wrong; I'm not putting off dranking all together. I will just choose to be smarter about it and make wiser choices; not be so wreckless. Life is beautiful; I've taken it for granted time after time. I am human. I am a lucky human though I must say <3
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