Funny How Everything Can Change With A Kiss...

Dec 20, 2005 01:11

I have something to say that I feel is very important.

Dear Janine,

The past few months have taught me a few things; things which I will not illustrate here mainly because I feel that some brevity is important. The idea for this letter came to me when I realized fully that I hated you. It occured to me that I hated you for the wrong reasons. I don't think that I hate you anymore; really, you have my indifference.

Something I would like to say, to you, as well as an affirmation to the universe, is that there will never again be any such thing as "Janine and Jon". We are over romantically forever. There will always be some sort of connection between us, but that connection will never again flower into romantic love. I will always love you, but I will never again be in love with you. You saw to the destruction of "us" when you tore our love to pieces.

Secondly, I want to say that I would still like to cultivate a friendship between the two of us at some point. I feel that it would be a complete waste of three years if things remained completely disaterous between us permanently.

Lastly, and possibly most importantly, I hope that you find happiness. I wish you and Khefren the best of luck in your new relationship, and I will certainly not be doing anything to make it harder on you two than I already know it is going to be. Good luck to the both of you.

I will always remember our three years together, the good times and the bad, and I will say once again that I wish you and Khefren the best of luck in your new relationship.

Yours Truly,

Jonathan Christopher Allee
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