i love u, i adore u, i miss u...id die without u
in case u dont kno everything about the abbie n me thing...here it is...
ok well abbie was being rude a lot and i had it up to here...*points up high* and it was the last straw and i flipped out...now she is like my bestest friend in the whole wide world and i didnt think it wud get this out of hand...but she got madd at me too and i said things to her then she posted her lj entry about me being a bitch and stuff and then i flipped out so i cussed at her and said rude things and called her rude names so she showed her mom the comment i left and then i apologized to abbie b4 she showed her mom, but then she told on me AND rachel and rachel is screwed and her parents think im a bad influence on her so i lost like 2 bestest friends...so abbies mom called my house but my mom thinks its gay for parents to get invloved so is ignoring it...so yeah...but like she didnt accept my apology and abbies mom and amber(browns)'s mom thinks it is gonna be like the movie "odd girl out" and abbie is gonna commit suicide...but if she doesnt i will die too bc she is my best friend and it wud be my fault, but i dont think she will and im like truly sorry
about wut i said but she didnt care and like i miss her being my friend and i love her and it sucks that its going on like this and our friendship might end like this...but i love her sooooooooo much! now here is my apology letter incase she gets on and looks in here...
abbie, in case u didnt believe my last apology, im saying it again...im honestly sorry...i didnt mean to make u cry or hurt u like i did...we hav been BFSF and even tho u forgot about me in 5th grade...i never forgot u...i thought about how i missed u, when i was really depressed i thought about how good of friends we were...im sooooooooo sorry and i cant lose u...i wish i had never left u b4, and i wish i cud go back and take back everything i said.. i wish i had never been mad at u or taken it so far. i told u my deepest secrets and kept all of urss...i cudnt go on knowing u hated me...i cant let go of u bc u were there for me when i had no one, when i was the outcast..when i was the odd girl out...u helped me be strong and i dont want a stupid fight to ruin it...i just hope ur feeling remotely similar bc it wud suck to kno ur best friend didnt care...i think about our fight every second of every day and night...i dream about the good days and i dream about our fight...i cry...i am truly sincerely sorry for wut i said and i never meant a word of it...i over reacted and took it WAY TOO FAR! i think we had been spending a lil too much time together and we need some space apart...we hav had too many good times to end it now over a gay fight...i hope u can accept my apology and if u cant idk wut else to say...i love u kentucky and i always wil...no one cud ever replace u, and nothing cud replace wut we had...
abbey lynn
i miss u abbie... i will always love u...
ok well abbie was being rude a lot and i had it up to here...*points up high* and it was the last straw and i flipped out...now she is like my bestest friend in the whole wide world and i didnt think it wud get this out of hand...but she got madd at me too and i said things to her then she posted her lj entry about me being a bitch and stuff and then i flipped out so i cussed at her and said rude things and called her rude names so she showed her mom the comment i left and then i apologized to abbie b4 she showed her mom, but then she told on me AND rachel and rachel is screwed and her parents think im a bad influence on her so i lost like 2 bestest friends...so abbies mom called my house but my mom thinks its gay for parents to get invloved so is ignoring it...so yeah...but like she didnt accept my apology and abbies mom and amber(browns)'s mom thinks it is gonna be like the movie "odd girl out" and abbie is gonna commit suicide...but if she doesnt i will die too bc she is my best friend and it wud be my fault, but i dont think she will and im like truly sorry
about wut i said but she didnt care and like i miss her being my friend and i love her and it sucks that its going on like this and our friendship might end like this...but i love her sooooooooo much! now here is my apology letter incase she gets on and looks in here...
abbie, in case u didnt believe my last apology, im saying it again...im honestly sorry...i didnt mean to make u cry or hurt u like i did...we hav been BFSF and even tho u forgot about me in 5th grade...i never forgot u...i thought about how i missed u, when i was really depressed i thought about how good of friends we were...im sooooooooo sorry and i cant lose u...i wish i had never left u b4, and i wish i cud go back and take back everything i said.. i wish i had never been mad at u or taken it so far. i told u my deepest secrets and kept all of urss...i cudnt go on knowing u hated me...i cant let go of u bc u were there for me when i had no one, when i was the outcast..when i was the odd girl out...u helped me be strong and i dont want a stupid fight to ruin it...i just hope ur feeling remotely similar bc it wud suck to kno ur best friend didnt care...i think about our fight every second of every day and night...i dream about the good days and i dream about our fight...i cry...i am truly sincerely sorry for wut i said and i never meant a word of it...i over reacted and took it WAY TOO FAR! i think we had been spending a lil too much time together and we need some space apart...we hav had too many good times to end it now over a gay fight...i hope u can accept my apology and if u cant idk wut else to say...i love u kentucky and i always wil...no one cud ever replace u, and nothing cud replace wut we had...
abbey lynn
i miss u abbie... i will always love u...