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GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING! wooo..it's like 8:00 on the first day of summer and yay! this means that im stupid because i have to babysit on the first day of summer! wow..where to begin. did alright on my finals. killed all of them except my chemistry and chorus finals!! haha the rest were c's and d's! woo. make my momma proud! then last night..well i was crappy. im in love with some kid who cares ZERO! about me. well luckily for me im all growed up and can realize that! so whatever. me and anna hunged out and we did girly pretty stuff..she did my hair up all pretty! she's so sweet!but THEN i get this call from a good friend of mine! it was like.....heyyy ashley! whats up! what are you gunna be up to tonight! and woo..welll i wasn't gunna be up to much other then sneaking out and going of with justin with the small hope that i might get wasted and feel better. so i told him nothing and he was like..wanna come to a party? and i was like SUreEE yeah!?!?! so me n anna n justin went to a party..and wow in the first ten minutes...literally i drank 4 beers..or was it five? im not sure. but fuck..i felt like shit and decided hmm..BEeeRRrr you know like homer simpson with doughnuts. so whatever and there was this kid there and he was all aww heyyy baby! although not really. haha yay. but wow. last night was pshyco. i can't even begin to cover the details. all i can say it was a hell of a night. andi needed it. have you ever drank every single one of your problems away? well i have and i don't care what the health teachers say it makes you feel better. like when you are in love and don't know what to do..drink away your problems. it's just like when you are really drunk and you want to go to sleep but you have the feeling in your stomach..and you can't wait to throw up because you'll feel better..thats what it is like! hhahahahahah love how i explained that? but wow..i woke up late...b/c my alarm NEVER went off and i was late to babysitting. and i have nothing to do except sit here and wait for chris mauldin to call me...because i left some shit at his house. haha likem y shot glass and my boxers? not sure why they were off though. oh yeah thats right anna wanted my sweatpants and she gave me her pants that didn;t even fit me... so i had to take offf my pretttyyy boxers! wow im still a little...well yeah, i mean it has only been 5 hours since my last beer..so bein tipsy is normal..right? haha yay! this summer is gunna rock..i won't let boys like chris KozMa get me down. never again. why? because i don't need em and plus..im better then that and way gooder then him. so ha. told you the drinking thing worked! and im so happy i havea friend like justin to help me home..but my socks were wet..hahahahhaha because he walked me from the door to his truck becuase..me walking straight was a JOKE! and he was so good to me....found my shoes...and all and yay!everyone! be good to justin rigdon(sp??) because he is the greatest guy ever?!?!?!?!?!?!!?! and he probably saved my life last night!

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