the time to hesitate is through

[sexxx_machine]

hi everyone.
how are things
thats good.
im okay.
im in a weird mood at the moment
i just came from the beach
i had a nice time
but like i said.
im in a weird mood now.
i feel lonely
but not as depressed as it would sound
just...the acceptance of it really.
and yeah. it is depressing.
but i had such a nice time at the beach
well a...stupid time.
but now i just feel like i dont really have anybody

cuz i dont.

well atleast not like i want them to be.
i dont feel like anyone is really there.
im rambling.
its going to be funny reading this later.
but thats how i feel.
yesterday i had a nice day
i found my dog that ran away. anthony came over
he left
jenn came
i showered
went to see a movie
that i liked alot
then saw alexis. katie. nicole. and their friend brittany.
then to some ice cream place
which i also liked.
i had a good time

theres something missing.
everything is going good. but

...its/you're/i'm not all there.