incredible
yes yes yes.....i was lying on the ground the other day just staring at the sky...and it was awesome. so peaceful. i actually felt relaxed. i feel relaxed now too haha but for a totally different reason. yup. hehe. i love germany. hahaha. i kinda have a headache. lol. im having tacos tonight!!! YAY! school starts monday man. MONDAY! thats so damn close. i have not even come close to finishing my alg 2 either. maybe ill have time in home room. ill try to do more tonight and tomorrow though. i want to do more driving. you know....i dont knwo why i bother updating cause if people do read it they dont comment and thats like all the fun. :( i miss jessie. cause um....never gonna see her. like....for a long time. cause were going to italy like definitely next june...for like the first two weeks then i have governors school and theyre trying to make it so its 6 weeks instead of 4 (whch makes more sense and i believe thats what NC has always had. but NC is a better state music wise.... obviously) so...thats my summer! and if i do have time left id have to come straight back for band camp. i cant even imagine band in a few years when everyone who was there when i was a freshman is gone. cause it pretty much sucked then and its just gonna suck even more. but yeah not talking about that- and for xmas and spring break and everyhing we cant go anywhere cause were saving up for italy...and i wanna go to cannon but i cant if im going to governors school....and then she might be going to interlochen....and if not maybe school of the arts and i just...well i dont think i can see her till like were seniors or something!!! or even till weve graduated! it just SUCKS! this might be the alcohol talking. man i dont feel good. im gonna go. and im just kidding....i havent been drinking....