Jul 27, 2004 20:26
ok, i was reading this book....whoa...check it:
"A modest man often seems conceited because he is delighted with what he has done, thinking it better of anything of which he believed himself capable, whereas a conceited man is inclined to express dissatisfaction with his performances, thinking them unworthy of his genius."
-Hesketh Pearson
WHOA
jessie...wow...is that so not me? it so is! that's freaky.
im going to dr dixon i think next week. were going to have a long talk. about my whole low self esteem. or maybe i just have so much that it SEEMS low. hmm. who knows. probably she does. ill ask. haha. I MISS YOU JESSIE!!!!! and lydia even though you arent reading this! and katey and kaitie and amy and jordan and sarah and AH everyone!
im going to lose weight everyone. i mean it. like. seriously. i am. like 50 lbs. hell yeah. it may take a little while. but lets say by convention ill have lost.....25. yeah thats a good goal. soo i have like 4 months? 5 months? yeah whatever i can do it.
oh i watched nip tuck tonight and it was gooood. yeah yeah.
im gonna go to bed cause im gonna get up early and go walking.
YAY
xoxo
~leah~