...ThIs Is My LiFe...
Hey,
So today is my mom and davids birthday and they are running everywhere, so i prob wont really see them. David starts driving lessons tomorrow, so stay off the road if you know what is best for you!! The past 2 days i have kinda been down in the dumps. After all i do for robby i cant seem to get him to appreciate anything, and more importantly to respect me... I hope that that changes soon, bc idk how much longer i can go being all nice, and ending up the hurt one in the end. I am always the one getting hurt, its so bad, i wish i wasnt. Im just so sick of it. I want to be treated like all of his other friends, nice, caring, loving.. it seems everyone gets it but me, i really dont understand. As gross as it sounds, i have gotten so close to robby that he feels like a brother to me.. I just feel like we are so close. Changing the topic, i love all my friends, i mean lately i been having a lot of fun, doing everything... Even wen we are not drinking we have an awesome time, sometimes i have a much better time sober. Yesterday we went to the beach and chilled, layed out, played cards, you know the deal. I am a little bit burnt on my shoulders by im crossing my fingers that it turns into a tan.. Today and tomorrow i hope we do something fun, because i dont have work until saturday. I love not having work all the time, most weeks i have work almost everyday, this week she gave me a break n it was friggin awesome! Alright i have to go now, so hopefully someone calls me soon for plans. Hopefully, i will wrtie again soon..
<3 Staci <3
So today is my mom and davids birthday and they are running everywhere, so i prob wont really see them. David starts driving lessons tomorrow, so stay off the road if you know what is best for you!! The past 2 days i have kinda been down in the dumps. After all i do for robby i cant seem to get him to appreciate anything, and more importantly to respect me... I hope that that changes soon, bc idk how much longer i can go being all nice, and ending up the hurt one in the end. I am always the one getting hurt, its so bad, i wish i wasnt. Im just so sick of it. I want to be treated like all of his other friends, nice, caring, loving.. it seems everyone gets it but me, i really dont understand. As gross as it sounds, i have gotten so close to robby that he feels like a brother to me.. I just feel like we are so close. Changing the topic, i love all my friends, i mean lately i been having a lot of fun, doing everything... Even wen we are not drinking we have an awesome time, sometimes i have a much better time sober. Yesterday we went to the beach and chilled, layed out, played cards, you know the deal. I am a little bit burnt on my shoulders by im crossing my fingers that it turns into a tan.. Today and tomorrow i hope we do something fun, because i dont have work until saturday. I love not having work all the time, most weeks i have work almost everyday, this week she gave me a break n it was friggin awesome! Alright i have to go now, so hopefully someone calls me soon for plans. Hopefully, i will wrtie again soon..
<3 Staci <3