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Hi,
So anyways last night the Standard Theory show was awesome, and then we went to the diner and that was a lot of fun. Then jamie, robby, john, brett, fran, Stacy, frank, and sam came back to my house and me robby and stacy drank. Then i was on the phone with robby trying to make him realize that i need to be respected, i cant do all the shit i do for him, and get treated the way he treats me sometimes. I dont think it worked because today we had a big fight. We had plans to go tanning together today, and he called me when he woke up to say instead of chillen with me he was chillen with Ryan, so he ditched me, ok whatever. Then we had a huge fight online and he said he doesnt know if we should be friends. Then i had to drop off his guitar at his house, and the CD from the show last night and im not even at his house for 5 minutes and he goes steph and her friend are supposed to come over, but shes being a dyke, something to that effect. So basically he was intentionally trying to make me jealous, which is totally ridiculous. So i said bye asshole to him, and we had yet another fight, i hate fighting with him soooooo much. Next week is my birthday and i rele want him there, but idk if he wants to be friends anymore, so im praying so hard that he does. I love the kid, it sucks so bad, i wish i could just hook up with whoever and forget about him, but i cant i just cant do it. I just went tanning with Sam and all i could think about while i was lying there was Robby Robby Robby and more Robby... DAMN IT! i have no plans today but i have to do something to keep my mind off him, so i guess after i shower i might go to Jerry and Harveys to visit Stacy. Lately i have been rele upset about this whole thing, and its making me sick to my stomach u have no idea how truly hurt i am. The only thing that is gunna b good this week, is brad coming home, but i dont even know if we will b allowed to c him, so it might not b so good. Anyways im gunna watch some tv before i shower and go out, peace out!
<3 Staci
So anyways last night the Standard Theory show was awesome, and then we went to the diner and that was a lot of fun. Then jamie, robby, john, brett, fran, Stacy, frank, and sam came back to my house and me robby and stacy drank. Then i was on the phone with robby trying to make him realize that i need to be respected, i cant do all the shit i do for him, and get treated the way he treats me sometimes. I dont think it worked because today we had a big fight. We had plans to go tanning together today, and he called me when he woke up to say instead of chillen with me he was chillen with Ryan, so he ditched me, ok whatever. Then we had a huge fight online and he said he doesnt know if we should be friends. Then i had to drop off his guitar at his house, and the CD from the show last night and im not even at his house for 5 minutes and he goes steph and her friend are supposed to come over, but shes being a dyke, something to that effect. So basically he was intentionally trying to make me jealous, which is totally ridiculous. So i said bye asshole to him, and we had yet another fight, i hate fighting with him soooooo much. Next week is my birthday and i rele want him there, but idk if he wants to be friends anymore, so im praying so hard that he does. I love the kid, it sucks so bad, i wish i could just hook up with whoever and forget about him, but i cant i just cant do it. I just went tanning with Sam and all i could think about while i was lying there was Robby Robby Robby and more Robby... DAMN IT! i have no plans today but i have to do something to keep my mind off him, so i guess after i shower i might go to Jerry and Harveys to visit Stacy. Lately i have been rele upset about this whole thing, and its making me sick to my stomach u have no idea how truly hurt i am. The only thing that is gunna b good this week, is brad coming home, but i dont even know if we will b allowed to c him, so it might not b so good. Anyways im gunna watch some tv before i shower and go out, peace out!
<3 Staci