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I've been so busy lately I haven't even thought about lj, probably which is why my hiatis is still in effect. I just needed a past time for a little while today.
Whitnee & I got our apartment. I'm beginning to see why it was a bad idea. & I'm beginning to hate myself a little, like my dad told me I should. I should have taken the offer he made me when he made it, but I wanted this so badly. Ugh. I don't know yet, though. I'm hoping things will get better. I'm hoping my thoughts lately are completely off the mark & all wrong about her.
There's this little nagging feeling in the back of my head telling me not to update. Not to give in. I guess I'm gonna listen to it.
Crystal