only a matter of time
I know lots of people can't stand their families but I never thought I'd be one of them. Well it's not that I can't stand them exactly, they're just better in small doses. Very small doses, like a week. My cousins are quite a bit younger than me so I can't say we're close since it's more like I've been babysitting them these past few weeks every freakin day. Maybe one day they'll grow up to be alright but with their parents, probably not. I know it's not good to talk bad about flesh and blood, but I'm sick of everyone.
And why is it I gain some new pain in the ass relationship with family memebers I don't want to have anything to with for a long time but I miss out on potentially good family relationship. One day I will go overseas, learn some of the language and then visit my family. I've got cousins I've never seen before and second cousins, and a great-grandmother who may not live much longer according to my grandmother's reader and she's suppose to be pretty good.
And why is it I gain some new pain in the ass relationship with family memebers I don't want to have anything to with for a long time but I miss out on potentially good family relationship. One day I will go overseas, learn some of the language and then visit my family. I've got cousins I've never seen before and second cousins, and a great-grandmother who may not live much longer according to my grandmother's reader and she's suppose to be pretty good.