Nov 06, 2003 06:40
Danny called me at like 3 in the morning
We talked and stuff for a while
had fun
I was talkin about how I was talkin to Ant Nutz and how I miss him
and danny said sumthin like I don't miss him
and I said yes I do
and he said he misses me too
then we were talkin about sum stuff that was said online...blah blah blah...anyways he told me him and that girl we're over
he said he missed me too much and I guess she was getting mad because he talked about me too much
I was so happy
to hear that he missed me even close to how much I miss him...
so much hope...he was coming over today and everything
when we got off the fone he even told me he loves me, and I told him as well
and then I get online...and his away message says he's talkin to his girlfriend...?
I was like...NOT AGAIN
my heart...its like...the heartache is still intence...and its so hard...but I'm trying to move on...and then I get a little hope...I think maybe we can be together...and then...more heartache...this has happened like 5 times since we broke up...I don't know if I can take it...I love him so much and I want to be with him more than anything...
FUCK