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im scared that im going to end up alone, im scared that im always going to be somebodys friend, or just one of the guys, or only their confident, never quite somebody's everythng. im scared that all of those times driving in your truck were my only chances. chances to tell you everything that i wanted to say. i never did though in fear of you realizing that this meant so much more to me than it does to you. im scared that youre going to take her to those places. those places where we were found so tangled in passion. where fingerprints were made in fogged up windows. and im scared that your goodbye kisses are going to be as long as ours were. mostly im scared im never going to find a guy that i love as much as i love you