You fair well in stormy weather, I never met a girl that I like better..

Mar 16, 2004 23:48

Alright, well.. I guess I can give some insight on the last few days...

I walked from Derek's (2 miles) in 9 degree weather, no streetlights, wearing a light jacket, thin shirt, and jeans with holes in them. Yeah, I think he has Coyotes up there too.. the whole thing was pretty stupid, honestly.. but it provided some good poetic inspiration. hmmm..

In the midst of walking, I came across a 24 hour laundromat.. went in for some warmth, and felt some amount of Zen, maybe I was dillusional from the cold.. my body was numb, but I stared around the place, 5:00 am, I felt so at peace, so settled.. and yet so empty.. emptiness provides comfort to those who choose to pay attention to it.

I could have lied is a great song..

But yeah, I made it home alive.. so I guess shit ain't too bad.

Then sunday, Derek and I had the falling out.. he's so immature and ignorant, leads me to see all the reasons I truly don't need his bullshit. Oh, so you don't think I'm gay, he's been one of my best friends since about 7th grade..

Then monday.. well.. monday was a blur.. Went to school.. came home.. hung out with Jess.. talked about some shit.. I dunno..

I suppose I've got a few good friends, and a shitload of acquaintances.. Vaughn and Jess are probably the ones that always seem to be behind me when I start to fall.. Derek, I never really figured to be trustable.. Alex, well Alex is a confused mess.. Mike is the one I can completely relate to.. Sharah is the listener, I can go to her with most any problem.. I'm not too sure about anybody else..

And today, I didn't go to my morning class.. Electronics sucked, we had to make resume's.. I chilled with Jess most of the day.. laid down some screams in her basement, her on Drums, Donnie on the 6 string.. good shit..

That's about all anybody needs to know, if they're at all interested.

WiLL
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