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Im so sick and tired of everyone drinking im tired of watching everyone party, its the weekend and thats not what i want to do, call me a loser but i just want someone to cuddle up with, someone to watch a movie with, i want to wrap my arms around someone, im so tired of wanting and never getting, wheres the luck, why cant there be someone to cuddle with tonight, why cant there be somone to enjoy a movie with...this feeling of loneliness sucks ass, when can i be lucky enough not to feel that way anymore....I have plenty of friends, plenty of brothers i could hang out with but thats not what i want, thats never been what ive wanted, i love all of them but they are not someone u can talk with about anything, there not some you hold, they are not someone u can talk to for hours about nothing at all, i want to have that feeling that feeling that i dont think ive ever felt before...oh well ill watch movies by myself tonight