i miss his lips. his eyes. running my fingers through his hair. his smell he always had. his music. his laughter. his jokes. cuddling with him. it doesnt seem real yet. i think any minute hes going to call me telling me its all a big joke. why did it have to be him? i'll miss you steven, more then you'll ever know. i didnt deserve a boyfriend like you, but im glad i was a part of your life. <3