Anxiety
I woke up today feeling very nervous and I dont know why. Maybe its cause I have a dentist appointment today, maybe its cause Im driving to see my brother in Baltimore, or maybe its because Im leaving for Cairo in two weeks. Yikes. I got my first Egypt friend. hehe. I joined the facebook Egypt network, and someone names Ehab requested my friendship. Facebook is so weird, why would you request to be friends with someone you dont know?
I had the most incredible dream.
I was sleighboarding with some guy. I guess he was my boyfriend/friend in the dream. Im not too sure. But we were in this sleighing ground. Like a skatingpark, but it was a sleighpark that was underground indoors. Anyway it started to overheat, and everything kept falling apart. We tried to get out but we kept facing obstacles. Finally I decided that I could fit through the vent, and just as I was reaching to go inside an ant fell down. I stopped. I couldnt go in this vent, even if it meant life or death. I was completely terrified. Then more ants starting dropping until they were falling down the vent like a waterfall. I knew my boyfriend depended on me so we could live but I just couldnt. Then all of a sudden we were in a room, still trapped. A clutter of ants started to form one huge giant ant. It yelled at us saying we would pay for our insolence. What had we done? I had no idea. Then It looked at me. What an evil creature it was and started pelting ants at me from its mouth. I ran and ran until finally I saw a window and jumped out, my boyfriend close behind. The outsde was beautiful. It was a warm summer day and everything was blooming.
Then all of a sudden everyone started driving away; masses and masses of cars on my old neighborhood road. I asked someone why there was so many cars, and someone said, "Everyone is leaving." Everyone? I scanned his eyes for more information, but he rushed away to keep up with the crowd. Spinning around I saw "him" get in the car with my mother. "Where are you going?" "Don't worries I'll be back," he said. Frantically I ran into my mothers bedroom. I must have fallen asleep because when I woke I saw the most devstating thing. It was too dark for the time of day. I opened up the window shade to see the sky was red and the sun was black. I gasped, covering my mouth in fear of screaming. A ufo jet came swooping across the sky, and cranes were picking up cars and throwing them into a pile. "What is going on?" I gritted through my teeth at Kimbel. He looked at my franatic face as though it was unecessary and shrugged. How could he be so nonchalant about this? I had no idea where any one was. After trying to preoccupy myself with television I looked back outside. Atleast the sky had turned blue again, but where was my family?
There happened to be a communial parking garage right next to my house. I searched through the lot and saw that my car was still there. Good if I needed to get away for some reason I could. But why wasnt the lot as full as it usually was? I turned back toward the house to ask Kimbel and saw he ws still slumped on the couch. "Why are all the cars gone?" Not lifting his gaze from the t.v. he said, "Because people are selling them now that there are no more jobs." No more jobs? What did he mean no more jobs? That didnt possibly make sense. This new world mankind created for itself depended on jobs. How would we get food? I didnt know any farmers. I realized then, how pathetic mankind was. Couldnt even grow my own food. Absurd.
At this point I was checking out hiding places throughout the house. I did not want to die and I could feel something bad happening. I found three little hiding spots and I was tiny enough to fit need be. I had no idea what Kimbel would do. Then I was battling a vampire. I dont know why, dreams are weird like that. He didnt want to suck my blood he wanted to kill me. He was sent here because I was a potential danger. I ended up being victorious dimembering his ligaments with a knife and throwing the pieces into a fire. A spiral of purple smoke emerged from the crackling fire. As it moaned a black mass swirled out of the fire. It was a beautiful angel of death. I snarled its teeth at me and spread its massive charcoal angelic wings. He turned away from me and opened his arms to the vampire I just killed. His ghost vampire body came out of the ashed and embraced the angle of death and I could see what the dead vampire was seeing. As they embraced his vision transformed to 17th century colonial surroundings. He was dressed as a wealthy man from Boston with all his human attributes in place. He looked down at hands and into my eyes. His cheeks began to flush and he said, "I'm human," with tears in his eyes. I wanted to touch this former vampire, I wanted to stroke his cheek but I was returned to reality. The angel of death peered at me for one moment, and turned into his vampire form. I thought for sure in that instance he was going to kill me, but he didnt. He just left. Terrfied I sat on the couch next to Kimbel with blood still on my hands. Kimbel's paycheck happened to be on the table, glancing at it I picked it up. I cant remember what it said now, but it my dream I read it over and over again. He only made 10 dollars under the new job. This was the only job that existed for the entire world. The company was an alien company although I cant remeber the name. And they changed Kimbel's last name. What was happening? These aliens were taking over the world, they were making the human population their slaves. I starting hyperventalating.
Then I awoke.
Weird huh? Dreams sometimes scare me.
S