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Todays the big day. So why do I feel so miserable?
I need to get out of here. Just one more month and ill be in Cairo, and then graduate school in england hopfully. Please god, I really hope I get into school in England. Ive always wanted to live there and i put it behind me cause I was with Roy, now I can be me.
I can be me again.
And that scares the shit out of me....it makes my heart flutter, it makes me nervous, and I feel that lump feeling in my throat because I know when I want something I make it happen. Just like Cairo, so yes, yes England here I come. :-)
Suddenly, Im dont feel miserable anymore.
I need to get out of here. Just one more month and ill be in Cairo, and then graduate school in england hopfully. Please god, I really hope I get into school in England. Ive always wanted to live there and i put it behind me cause I was with Roy, now I can be me.
I can be me again.
And that scares the shit out of me....it makes my heart flutter, it makes me nervous, and I feel that lump feeling in my throat because I know when I want something I make it happen. Just like Cairo, so yes, yes England here I come. :-)
Suddenly, Im dont feel miserable anymore.