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Yeah well... I have not been in the best of moods here lately. Well today I was told that I am bitchy and self-centered by Jennifer and then Cayla agreed, so yeah I am kind of mad about that. I started thinking about Brandon again *rolls eyes* I want to just forget about him so bad. I still love him and I want hum back really bad but he doesn't like me that way. I just want to die and start a new life. That would be so much easier on me. Now I know what it feels like to just want to die and get it over with. I wish I had someone to help me through this. Someone to make me feel Brandon made me feel. Safe and just have no worries again. I have been looking but I have not found anyone to make me feel that way. I just wish it could be like it used to be. That would be awesome. Well I guess so I won't be so 'self-centered' tell me about your problems.