Graveyard For Memories.
Its like noithing has ever even happened here. This is no special place. I almost delt like I would see a reflection in the water of things that were positive, times of writing, times of laughter, times of a completely ful-filled heart. What could I honestly expect? Its fucking lonely feeling anymore. Its like a graveyard for memories....without the satisfaction of a keeper to give you the tour.
The older I get, the more and more I see myself wanting to re-live parts of my past for that one moment, or that one kiss, or that one show...or I don't know, anything. The memories are always there, and I feel as though I am hardly making new ones. I feel like a barge, chugging down the river...day by day. Its a hole in my life that needs to be filled by me, one that needs to forget the way things were, and accept that they have come and gone. Whatever chances for whatever successes and defeats are long past.
That is the way life works, Rosey. We focus on the now, baby. What's your amazing girlfriend up to? Lets go Boston, its your time again! School tomorrow, I'm ready to take it on. November is a big month for the band.
These things need to be my focus.
Not non-existant reflections.
That just slows down the process of living.
...unless that is what I want...
No...it isn't.
Peace and Love
The older I get, the more and more I see myself wanting to re-live parts of my past for that one moment, or that one kiss, or that one show...or I don't know, anything. The memories are always there, and I feel as though I am hardly making new ones. I feel like a barge, chugging down the river...day by day. Its a hole in my life that needs to be filled by me, one that needs to forget the way things were, and accept that they have come and gone. Whatever chances for whatever successes and defeats are long past.
That is the way life works, Rosey. We focus on the now, baby. What's your amazing girlfriend up to? Lets go Boston, its your time again! School tomorrow, I'm ready to take it on. November is a big month for the band.
These things need to be my focus.
Not non-existant reflections.
That just slows down the process of living.
...unless that is what I want...
No...it isn't.
Peace and Love