You woe at my direction.
I see you. Yes you. lurking there in jealousy...waiting for some non-existent opportune moment to strike. But you're scared...and you should be, because you're wasting your life away. You are dreaming and fantasizing about something you will never have, because it wasn't meant to be. I will never again give up on the things in my life that I have that make it worth living...and the part that you "oh so need." is my main source and feel of happiness. Tough luck. I'm no Christ, and I'm definitely no Gandhi...my life is mine, and I would never give it up for you. No matter how dark and shadowed you believe you can make any situation...there will always be a beam of light in your way. You will not get what you want. Not this time. This life is all mine, and I love it every inch of it...and if you're not careful...There won't be anything I can do to stop them.
Yesterday was one of those days where all your materialistic problems (like them or not) smack you in the fucking face. Money, School, The Band( much less materialistic), Bills, Gas...all that good stuff. Today it was all washed away. My brother helped me in a way no one else could, definitely emotionally that completely made me care-free of the potential problems that well....aren't problems anymore. The good news is. I can pay rent. I can pay my bills. I can buy Kayla a birthday present. I can buy gas for school and work...I can deal with that for two weeks.
The E.P. is sounding phenomenal from when i heard it last. Scott called yesterday and said very good things. Maybe this E.P. will get us the fuck out outta Dodge.
I did, however, fail my first Music History test....by far the hardest test I've taken up to date in college. I don't mind the teacher, or the lecture...but the test questions make me want to kill my own face off.
Brandi saved me yesterday from having a nervous fit. I'm in her debt....October-time always makes me think of the good times. In the few amount of time it was spent. Blah...I need to see Across The Universe. Soon.
To a lot of you anymore. I'm a one-way street. Either I like you enough to either not hate you, and start a conversation with you...or I don't, and I just won't say three words to you. It doesn't bother me...I'm not sure why it bothers some of you so much.
Hah...oh well.
100% Kalifas.
Peace and Love
Yesterday was one of those days where all your materialistic problems (like them or not) smack you in the fucking face. Money, School, The Band( much less materialistic), Bills, Gas...all that good stuff. Today it was all washed away. My brother helped me in a way no one else could, definitely emotionally that completely made me care-free of the potential problems that well....aren't problems anymore. The good news is. I can pay rent. I can pay my bills. I can buy Kayla a birthday present. I can buy gas for school and work...I can deal with that for two weeks.
The E.P. is sounding phenomenal from when i heard it last. Scott called yesterday and said very good things. Maybe this E.P. will get us the fuck out outta Dodge.
I did, however, fail my first Music History test....by far the hardest test I've taken up to date in college. I don't mind the teacher, or the lecture...but the test questions make me want to kill my own face off.
Brandi saved me yesterday from having a nervous fit. I'm in her debt....October-time always makes me think of the good times. In the few amount of time it was spent. Blah...I need to see Across The Universe. Soon.
To a lot of you anymore. I'm a one-way street. Either I like you enough to either not hate you, and start a conversation with you...or I don't, and I just won't say three words to you. It doesn't bother me...I'm not sure why it bothers some of you so much.
Hah...oh well.
100% Kalifas.
Peace and Love