Mission Statement.
My mission starts today.
I will forget everything the past two months has given me. Every smile. Every laugh. Every feeling. Every nod. Every hug. Every kiss. Every verse. Every chorus. Every look. Every thought. Every lie. Every song. Every movie. Every conversation. Every star. Every night. Every.fucking.heartbeat.
Everything.
I shoulder it off like its nothing, yet it feels like everything. I'm an emotional barricade. I'll shut out everything that has tried or tries to crush me from the inside. I'm no stranger to shutting out things that bother me. No matter what it is. Ask Elloree on that one....although that was one of my more naive decisions...
The last clusterfuck of feelings I've had has been completely un-loved, un-meaningful, un-wanted, and Un-nessecary.
I will forget. I will set up this bubble once again. I will act like nothing ever existed. I will conquer my own stupidity and weakness.
I will continue my life, and have fun.
I will find happiness in someone that isn't you.
That's a shame. For me? Sure....I guess.
Not.
I've got a lot to look forward to in my life. I've got a lot of people that mean the world to me, and a lot of people that love me for everything I am. I've got a band that will get the fuck out of this disgraceful excuse for a town. I've got 4 band members that will be right next to me every step of the way.
I'm an angel, baby.
You just tried to clip my wings, for the third time.
There won't be a fourth.
I'm an angel indeed.
Just ask Brandy. :)
Peace and Love.
I will forget everything the past two months has given me. Every smile. Every laugh. Every feeling. Every nod. Every hug. Every kiss. Every verse. Every chorus. Every look. Every thought. Every lie. Every song. Every movie. Every conversation. Every star. Every night. Every.fucking.heartbeat.
Everything.
I shoulder it off like its nothing, yet it feels like everything. I'm an emotional barricade. I'll shut out everything that has tried or tries to crush me from the inside. I'm no stranger to shutting out things that bother me. No matter what it is. Ask Elloree on that one....although that was one of my more naive decisions...
The last clusterfuck of feelings I've had has been completely un-loved, un-meaningful, un-wanted, and Un-nessecary.
I will forget. I will set up this bubble once again. I will act like nothing ever existed. I will conquer my own stupidity and weakness.
I will continue my life, and have fun.
I will find happiness in someone that isn't you.
That's a shame. For me? Sure....I guess.
Not.
I've got a lot to look forward to in my life. I've got a lot of people that mean the world to me, and a lot of people that love me for everything I am. I've got a band that will get the fuck out of this disgraceful excuse for a town. I've got 4 band members that will be right next to me every step of the way.
I'm an angel, baby.
You just tried to clip my wings, for the third time.
There won't be a fourth.
I'm an angel indeed.
Just ask Brandy. :)
Peace and Love.