Half-Empty

[sexual_stephenr]

Today is weird. I've had that weird feeling all day. You know, the one where you can't remember if you locked the door or not? Yeah. That feeling. It has led to this sort of half-empty, half-full feeling I'm experiencing now. I think mostly because she's not with me, she's with him. Sealing the deal, right? God. I fucking hope so. I don't need this feeling anymore. I'm hoping this takes care of it. I'm hoping that this is the end of my tragedy. That sure would be swell. Last night was good. No...Great. I knew what was happening while it was happening and I proved myself wrong.

I'm glad about that.

Peace and Love