Aug 06, 2006 01:07
What is Paradise without Eve?
What is a drink without the quench?
Nothing.Meaningless.Useless.Flase Hope.
Blah. Why does this always happen? Same person.Taking one more girl away.One more time.
My sister and I had a long heartfelt talk. The first time in many years...the most in-depth ever. It makes me feel less alone in this family. Much less alone. I almost even shed a tear. Nope. No cigar. Stephen didn't break the seal this time.
Tonight I got kinda drunk. I walked out to the beach, looked up at the moon and stars...sat down, laid back into the sand and smiled.
Then I thought about life.
I love my band.
I hate my heart.
I want to dissapear to here and be invisable to all.
Oh well.
Peace and Love.