today was a better day

[sexual_luver]

well i had a better day than i did yesterday. i was stuck at walmart all day but what can you do? i withdrew from psych 2 today. that is one messed up class. so i have been thinking about my major. i dont know what i want to do now. i am going to stick with nursing but am looking into possibly criminal justcie field. i dunno. all i know is that i am tired of school. but dont worry i am not going to quit because i am going through a rough time. i am going to keep on trekking. wel josh is suppose to have a bonding hearing on friday so hopefuly we can get him out so he can come home. i have been thinking about that all day and its making me very antsy. i dont know what it is, i have been seeing him everywhere today. i mean i know it aint him but god i wish it was. i dont know whether i am going to kil him or rape him when he comes come. i may try to rape him first and then kill him. i dunno. well i am going to try to work on homework. i am behind in humanites and chemistry. so i am going to try and work on that. but i have someone who will help me with my chemistry.

(baby i love you and always will. i hope that you can ge some sleep tonight. i hope you are thinking of me because i have been thinking about you all day. goodnight sweetheart and sweet dreams. dont worry we will be together soon enough.)

i love you......