||Yawn||
++It's nights like this that I hate. So unnerved, excited, worried, contemplating about stupid little things, that it keeps me from sleeping, thus resulting in a tired, cranky, unnattractive Jes when she does finally get a two hour cat nap and wake up. Ick. Well, things between sihk_rellik and I are now smoothed over, which I'm glad happened. I didn't wanna watch our friendship go POOF.
Yesterday was wonderful. Spent the majority of the night with KansuRRusnaK. Ah. Bliss, wholesome, sweet Bliss. That's all I can say. Talked lots with him on different topics, as I do each time we hang out together. I enjoy it thoroughly.
I refuse to rush into anything though, I don't want to get hurt, and I don't want to just be some backup/side thing, because It'd crush me, and make me look horrible to everyone around me. Which I don't need or want. Sigh.
Anyways, I'm through for now, I think I might try and get a few hours sleep before I have to wake up and go on the adventures of the Sihk.
Peanut, Peanut Butter and JELLY!!
||CeLL DweLLeR #11191982||
Yesterday was wonderful. Spent the majority of the night with KansuRRusnaK. Ah. Bliss, wholesome, sweet Bliss. That's all I can say. Talked lots with him on different topics, as I do each time we hang out together. I enjoy it thoroughly.
I refuse to rush into anything though, I don't want to get hurt, and I don't want to just be some backup/side thing, because It'd crush me, and make me look horrible to everyone around me. Which I don't need or want. Sigh.
Anyways, I'm through for now, I think I might try and get a few hours sleep before I have to wake up and go on the adventures of the Sihk.
Peanut, Peanut Butter and JELLY!!
||CeLL DweLLeR #11191982||