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I'm sorry, but I'm just going to say it. Things are just so fucked up. And it's not just one thing, it's the accumlation of many different things. At this rate we could make a movie about our lives this summer and it would be very entertaining. I just don't know what to say to anyone anymore.
It's so crazy how fast relationships can change. One minute you think you know someone and the next minute you just don't know what happened. And you find yourself thinking, I just can't deal with this anymore, or how did I deal with it for so long? I guess this is what happens when people get to know each other too well. In the end it just comes down to the fact that some people grow up, some don't. Some are influenced by others, some want to do their own thing. Some people can deal with certain things, others can't. Some people move on, and some are left behind. Everyone changes, and more we try to resist this change, the more trouble we seem to get ourselves in.
And everyday, it's changed since then. In every way, I've changed since then.
It's so crazy how fast relationships can change. One minute you think you know someone and the next minute you just don't know what happened. And you find yourself thinking, I just can't deal with this anymore, or how did I deal with it for so long? I guess this is what happens when people get to know each other too well. In the end it just comes down to the fact that some people grow up, some don't. Some are influenced by others, some want to do their own thing. Some people can deal with certain things, others can't. Some people move on, and some are left behind. Everyone changes, and more we try to resist this change, the more trouble we seem to get ourselves in.
And everyday, it's changed since then. In every way, I've changed since then.