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Mhmm so 3 hours of saturday school = 3 hours to think. Amazing. Let me tell you. I've rethought a lot & wooo, no one is the same. Then babysitting was fine until Jennifer came home drunk & wouldn't let me leave with Alex cause I deserve better & he is going down the wrong path. What the fuck ever. He is the most amazing guy on this planet. I think I know a shitty boyfriend from a good one. She was convinced that him & whoever was with him was on drugs. Whatever. Im just glad that stupid shit is over. She made me realize that I never want to be an alcoholic. Whata bitch. Who does she think she is? Like she knows whats best for me, yeah fucking right. Then she called Tanya to tell her we were smoking pot together. Mhmm. Thats gunna go over well. Jennifer thinks I need help. What a cunt. And then after all this she accuses me of doing other drugs. What a dumb bitch, BAH. So this morning I called Alex and started walking home. Then he found me and picked me up & took me the rest of the way. It makes me sad cause sometimes things feel different then other times things feel perfectly fine. Most fo the time they feel fine though. I just notice when things start to feel different I distance myself from that person. What else am I supposed to do? I just want school to be over with. Thats were most stress comes from. Actually nevermind, it comes from the people around me, the people who constantly critisize me and tell me I can do better. Im trying people.