tooo much thinking.
BASICALLY
I don't know. I just don't even know half the time. So I walk around not knowing. I love it. NOT. I know nothing that goes on in this world except for the stuff that directly effects me or the stuff other people kind of tell me but even then I only listen when I choose to. Other than that I only know what happens to my or my friends and my family. How pathetic. I have no opinion on the war, or who the president is, or the national debt, or the mayor of whatever, or oil, or ANYTHING. My strong opinions consist of smoking, cigarettes, drugs, drinking and, doing stuff. Then again I don't want an opinion. People get way to butt hurt. It's just an opinion & everyone is entitled to their own. Except me. Cause I don't want one.
SPEAKING OF BUTT HURT: Everyone gets butt hurt WAY to easy. Over nothing [most of the time]. Including me. But it's not annoying when I do it cause obviously I can justify it. Sometimes other people can
but it's stupid.
HERE WE GO AGAIN. That is ALL I have to say. Even though I am opinionless I think some people would greatly benefit from shutting the fuck up & taking my advice.
I hate being at home. I have an A in first period. Most likely an S in second. Something good in third.
A big fatty F in fourth [not for long]. A C- in fifth. &&&& a big fatty F in sixth. They should let me leave. Just let me leave & then things will get better. I really can't wait to be 18. I know I can't move out in some big hurry, but I can have more freedom right? I mean my parents are crazy what if they still try to ground me? I'd still have to listen right? I mean I wouldn't have anywhere else to go. I can't just say no to the people who are willing to let me stay at their house rent-free until I am ready to leave. But I can't just be grounded I would be an adult. Adults don't have to be grounded.
WoOoOoOoO sometimes I suck at life. I mean seriously.Who goes back to school an extra semester besides big fatty loosers> HMMM Not the geniuses of the future. What am I going to amount to? I can only cut hair for so long. Nobody wants an old lady with piercings cutting their hair. Thats just weird. What if I don't make enough money & I live in a box? NOBODY LIKES A SMELLY PERSON IN A BOX. Plus if I lived in a box where would I keep my 50 million cats that I am going to grow old with? I wouldn't be able to feed them either, and then they will run away because they wont love me so in the end I will be an old lady who still is trying to cut hair but can't cause nobody likes a smelly old person who lives in a box. Not even her cats.
HOW AM I EVER SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY if I can never see Lauren again? I vote yer mom just lets you come back lady cause she is just being silly now. How am I supposed to go to Canada with you if yer stuck in California? HmMm>?? Run away & you can live with me. It would be SOOO fun. Duh. It's always fun when we hang out. Wanna know why? CAUSE IT'S REDICULOUS! Cause we met Jack White. LOL. OH YEAH All I have to say is if my mom decides to go to Wildwaves I cannot go.
Im scared. Bascially I just am. At the same time thought, im not scared. I love Alex so so so much. I am so lucky to have him, he makes everything better no matter what. He knows how to fixme when I'm sad and he can always make me smile. I really love it when he sings to me, no matter how bad at it he thinks he is. I love how he takes care of me and I love cooking things for him. I don't know why. I love talking to him when he is drunk and I love waking up to his amazing face in the morning. I hate going a day without seeing him but at the same time I don't want to see him everyday because I want him to see his other friends. I feel like I take him away from that too much. I don't want to be controlling and psycho. I want him to do the things he wants. I never want to loose him and I hate thinking that someday I could. I think I am just going to shut up and Cvuhnessuh's advice and stop thinking about the future, she says it causes cancer.
The only things I am TOTALLY SURE of are the following:
- I suck at school.
- Green makes me happy.
- I love Alex more than anything.
- I NEEDNEEDNEED to go shopping.
I am so so so so so so done.
What am I supposed to do? I just do not know.
But for now
I neeeeeed cigarettes
& to cuddle with MyBunny.
I don't know. I just don't even know half the time. So I walk around not knowing. I love it. NOT. I know nothing that goes on in this world except for the stuff that directly effects me or the stuff other people kind of tell me but even then I only listen when I choose to. Other than that I only know what happens to my or my friends and my family. How pathetic. I have no opinion on the war, or who the president is, or the national debt, or the mayor of whatever, or oil, or ANYTHING. My strong opinions consist of smoking, cigarettes, drugs, drinking and, doing stuff. Then again I don't want an opinion. People get way to butt hurt. It's just an opinion & everyone is entitled to their own. Except me. Cause I don't want one.
SPEAKING OF BUTT HURT: Everyone gets butt hurt WAY to easy. Over nothing [most of the time]. Including me. But it's not annoying when I do it cause obviously I can justify it. Sometimes other people can
but it's stupid.
HERE WE GO AGAIN. That is ALL I have to say. Even though I am opinionless I think some people would greatly benefit from shutting the fuck up & taking my advice.
I hate being at home. I have an A in first period. Most likely an S in second. Something good in third.
A big fatty F in fourth [not for long]. A C- in fifth. &&&& a big fatty F in sixth. They should let me leave. Just let me leave & then things will get better. I really can't wait to be 18. I know I can't move out in some big hurry, but I can have more freedom right? I mean my parents are crazy what if they still try to ground me? I'd still have to listen right? I mean I wouldn't have anywhere else to go. I can't just say no to the people who are willing to let me stay at their house rent-free until I am ready to leave. But I can't just be grounded I would be an adult. Adults don't have to be grounded.
WoOoOoOoO sometimes I suck at life. I mean seriously.Who goes back to school an extra semester besides big fatty loosers> HMMM Not the geniuses of the future. What am I going to amount to? I can only cut hair for so long. Nobody wants an old lady with piercings cutting their hair. Thats just weird. What if I don't make enough money & I live in a box? NOBODY LIKES A SMELLY PERSON IN A BOX. Plus if I lived in a box where would I keep my 50 million cats that I am going to grow old with? I wouldn't be able to feed them either, and then they will run away because they wont love me so in the end I will be an old lady who still is trying to cut hair but can't cause nobody likes a smelly old person who lives in a box. Not even her cats.
HOW AM I EVER SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY if I can never see Lauren again? I vote yer mom just lets you come back lady cause she is just being silly now. How am I supposed to go to Canada with you if yer stuck in California? HmMm>?? Run away & you can live with me. It would be SOOO fun. Duh. It's always fun when we hang out. Wanna know why? CAUSE IT'S REDICULOUS! Cause we met Jack White. LOL. OH YEAH All I have to say is if my mom decides to go to Wildwaves I cannot go.
Im scared. Bascially I just am. At the same time thought, im not scared. I love Alex so so so much. I am so lucky to have him, he makes everything better no matter what. He knows how to fixme when I'm sad and he can always make me smile. I really love it when he sings to me, no matter how bad at it he thinks he is. I love how he takes care of me and I love cooking things for him. I don't know why. I love talking to him when he is drunk and I love waking up to his amazing face in the morning. I hate going a day without seeing him but at the same time I don't want to see him everyday because I want him to see his other friends. I feel like I take him away from that too much. I don't want to be controlling and psycho. I want him to do the things he wants. I never want to loose him and I hate thinking that someday I could. I think I am just going to shut up and Cvuhnessuh's advice and stop thinking about the future, she says it causes cancer.
The only things I am TOTALLY SURE of are the following:
- I suck at school.
- Green makes me happy.
- I love Alex more than anything.
- I NEEDNEEDNEED to go shopping.
I am so so so so so so done.
What am I supposed to do? I just do not know.
But for now
I neeeeeed cigarettes
& to cuddle with MyBunny.