Fix me, I'm broken.
Watching so many shows and dramas is starting to get me down. Or maybe it's just life.
It was my birthday just 2 days ago, and yes I felt happy. I felt happy with everyone putting in effort for my birthday, and being surrounded by people I met just one year ago, and even just this year, who put in effort for me touched me.
But life is really starting to wear me out. Maybe it's not just life though. Maybe the problem is me. I'm so tired. I even cried the other day cause I couldn't do my accounting quiz properly. I read, I watch shows, I look at posts on twitter, facebook, instagram. I feel so... alone. And it's like I can't do anything properly. And I've been eating so much recently. I put on weight again. Maybe its just me these few days, but I feel like I can't do anything right. I hope this mood lifts because I don't wanna be this person. I don't wanna have so many problems.
My current favorite quotes (from Reply1997):
“Each expecting different things, each looking at different places, each dreaming different dreams… everything that happens between one man and one woman, is just continuous love and war. You sulk, you pacify, you fight, you make up, you hurt, you embrace. A relationship like a manic-depressive patient who can’t make up his mind. But the hardest thing about the relationship between a man and a woman is the timing-if the love doesn’t begin at the same time, it’s unlikely to ever begin at all.”-Yoon-jae
“The reason I like you? Because it’s you. Just you. That’s the only reason. I wish I knew. Then I could figure out how to stop liking you. If I can’t avoid it, I only want one thing.To stay as a friend who doesn’t change. For heartache. For love.”-Kang Joon Hee
“Bumping into each other on the street, grabbing the same book at the library, someone running under my umbrella- I thought falling in love would be special. But it was nothing like I imagined. This… is how I fell in love.
Spring, 1996. My first love suddenly began.”
-Yoon-jae
ya k bye
It was my birthday just 2 days ago, and yes I felt happy. I felt happy with everyone putting in effort for my birthday, and being surrounded by people I met just one year ago, and even just this year, who put in effort for me touched me.
But life is really starting to wear me out. Maybe it's not just life though. Maybe the problem is me. I'm so tired. I even cried the other day cause I couldn't do my accounting quiz properly. I read, I watch shows, I look at posts on twitter, facebook, instagram. I feel so... alone. And it's like I can't do anything properly. And I've been eating so much recently. I put on weight again. Maybe its just me these few days, but I feel like I can't do anything right. I hope this mood lifts because I don't wanna be this person. I don't wanna have so many problems.
My current favorite quotes (from Reply1997):
“Each expecting different things, each looking at different places, each dreaming different dreams… everything that happens between one man and one woman, is just continuous love and war. You sulk, you pacify, you fight, you make up, you hurt, you embrace. A relationship like a manic-depressive patient who can’t make up his mind. But the hardest thing about the relationship between a man and a woman is the timing-if the love doesn’t begin at the same time, it’s unlikely to ever begin at all.”-Yoon-jae
“The reason I like you? Because it’s you. Just you. That’s the only reason. I wish I knew. Then I could figure out how to stop liking you. If I can’t avoid it, I only want one thing.To stay as a friend who doesn’t change. For heartache. For love.”-Kang Joon Hee
“Bumping into each other on the street, grabbing the same book at the library, someone running under my umbrella- I thought falling in love would be special. But it was nothing like I imagined. This… is how I fell in love.
Spring, 1996. My first love suddenly began.”
-Yoon-jae
ya k bye