Holy fuckin WOW, talk bout being in the middle!!!
yea so i definatle cant stand it at my house anymore! like i can, but its like ya know you dont wanna be there cuz i get put in the middle of EVERYTHING!! not just a few but every single thing that goes on at my house has somthing to do with me and im so fuckin sick of it!! This whole thing wiht brittani and gaeya, yea guess whos in teh middle? Yup you guessed it....ME! this is so dumb and even my dad sticks up for gaeya and thats bull shit too! i mena what parent in there right mind sticks up for ther STEP kids? seriously, c'mon now! and so now all ive got in that house is brittani and shes never there anymore cuz she has teh option to stay at Krystins everynight while im at home gettin more shit put on my shoulders!! and its not even tha fact that i hate gayea, a big part of that factor is that my own dad, my own flesh and blood cant even stick of for his own kid which is fuckin rediculous, well in my oppinion. and in brittanis too. And my dad doesnt even see it, and that really bothers me, i mean how can you not see it when he does it everysingle day. oh yea and i got kicked outta school on friday cuz of derrick mother fuckin hasse, that lil pussy fuckin called me a bitch, so i hit him in teh face and the lil pussy took it to Mr. Schmidt!! yea hes fuckin dumb as hell and so immature and it pisses me off how ppl that are older then me can be so much more immature then me!! lol yea derrick that you, ya fuckin PUSSY!!!and , so when my dad got home form teh store , i told him right away that i got kicked out so i couldnt go to school on monday, and all he told em was to "NOT WORRY BOUT IT"! so i said ok i wont then if u dont care why should i, ya know!!so then monday morning comes around and he comes in my room at about 7 am and wakews me up and says its time for school!! i was like dad i told you that i got kicked out and u told em to not worry bout it, so i didnt! he goes well shit i thought u were kidding!! i was like yea fuckin right! so he was like well im just gonna tell lisa that ur sick. so he fuckin goes and tells her that i got kicked out!! then shit fuckiun hit the fan! "she got kicked outta school and you let her do what ever the fuck eh wanted to do all weekend?"-lisa! i was so fuckin pissed at ehr omg i could of screamed right there!! like he has to tell lisa sumthin different just so he cna save his own ass from lisa gettin pissed off at him, but instead he rather have lisa pissed off at me! and i dont care what lisa fuckin said to me the otehr day, im not goin to new york with them! yea i wanna go to be wiht my dad, but im not goin cuz i dont know if i can stand EVERYONE i n a car for 18 hours !! i would prolly fuckin go crazy! and my dads makin me feel reall guilty for not wantin to go but i dont care, i seriously dont wanna go with them! if it was just me me dad and brittani i would deffinatly go but its not so of course im not gunna go!! so if they have a problme wiht it they can , cuz i wont go wiht them!!
Now on teh flip side, tonight is gunna be a good one cuz we dont have school tomorrow, and im either goin to krystins or chillin wiht katie but i think im just gunna go to krystins after we go help my mom move some of ehr shit into her new house!!! im so excited for her to have her own house by her self!! its guna be good for her!!