Jun 01, 2004 15:08
read this. i just want to share it with everyone so badly
i suddenly recieved an email from allen today.
wich is wierd because allen doesnt use the internet.
but.
this was the most beautiful letter i have ever recieved from anyone.
i couldnt believe it.
he put so much effort and time into it.
it overfilled me.
i never felt anything in my life similar to the way i felt while reading this letter. it is pages long.
but i took out some things that just/
i cant even exlain it.
here are some of the things he said.
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i am so happy that you are the mother of my child. no
one else in the world could have the love for my child
like you do. you will be an awsome mother and with
youre help i will be an awsome father. between us no
parent could love thier children as much as we will. i
can picture in my mind and have dreams about our
family i can hear the laughter that will echo through
our house on a constant basis. i have dreams about
going to the park and teaching them how to swim.and
ilook forward to the times we share with our kids
together as parents.
i want you to know that i love you soooooooo much and
am trying my best to get you everything you want and
deserve again i miss you so much and cant wait until i
see your beautiful face and kiss youre lips and
am greatly looking forward to holding you in myarms
and sleeping next to you and waking up to youre
beautiful face.
when you tell me you love me i can hear in your voice
that youll never leave me. i know that youll stay with
me thruogh the good times and the not so good but as
long as youre with me and you love me there wont be any
bad times.
i love that you are such a compassionate person your
love for all living things and nature is beyond that
that i could ever understand.you are so beautiful
inside and out.
none of that is in order. i just grabbed some pieces.
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its just.
ive had people say things like this.
and i think to myself.
eh. they have prolly said it before to some other girl. and although the thought is sweet. i dont really believe it.
but when i was reading it.
i could just feel that every word allen was saying was so true to his heart.