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It's been decided. I am staying in town for New Years. Sorry Mike. But this is a way better and economical deal. $60 gets me open bar 8-midnight, finger food, and the choice to bounce between 3 bars. If I went to MA it would have been gas money there and back, $53 for a two hour open bar. Geez, which one is better?? :) Besides I get to be with Reena.
I had another fucking weird dream last night. This time it invovled Marty West. Why the hell was I dreaming about him?? I had a crush on him in the 7th grade, when he was still shorter than me and before he turned into a city boy big head. In my dream I was hanging around him alot. I wasn't trying to pursue him, I just wanted to be near him. I asked him to tell me if I was being a "stupid girl". And he laughed and was very sweet with me. In fact he said he wanted me to be around. Later in the dream some other guy tells me Marty has to focus on his career right now, not to take it personally.
I saw a squirell almost get hit by a car this morning. It reminded me of the time I did see that happen. And then that reminded me of how upset I was because I had just lost Smokey at that time. And now I miss him. If he hadn't run out into the street I'd still have his dopey ass. He'd be lounging on my bed with Dodger right now. How silly they would look when I'd walk them. Smokey was only 8 months old but 90lbs! Dodger isn't even 30lbs.
I had another fucking weird dream last night. This time it invovled Marty West. Why the hell was I dreaming about him?? I had a crush on him in the 7th grade, when he was still shorter than me and before he turned into a city boy big head. In my dream I was hanging around him alot. I wasn't trying to pursue him, I just wanted to be near him. I asked him to tell me if I was being a "stupid girl". And he laughed and was very sweet with me. In fact he said he wanted me to be around. Later in the dream some other guy tells me Marty has to focus on his career right now, not to take it personally.
I saw a squirell almost get hit by a car this morning. It reminded me of the time I did see that happen. And then that reminded me of how upset I was because I had just lost Smokey at that time. And now I miss him. If he hadn't run out into the street I'd still have his dopey ass. He'd be lounging on my bed with Dodger right now. How silly they would look when I'd walk them. Smokey was only 8 months old but 90lbs! Dodger isn't even 30lbs.