Dreams...
Two nights ago I dreamt I was pregnant. 6 months worth of belly. I remember touching my round tummy a lot. Checking to see if my belly ring had popped out. I wanted everyone to notice too. It was my number on objective. But I didn't think about who the father was. It didn't come up once!
And last night I had a Muggsy dream. I had went to visit him and was staying at his place....with his girlfriend. I remember being in the bathroom, doingmy hair or something, and he came up behind me and held me. And then his girlfriend walked in and stood next to me doing her hair. And I was nervouse she was going to flip. But he didn't budge and she didn't say a word. She was so gorgeous. I kept thinking how hot she was. And I know that Muggsy can't get a girl like that. But what if he does? And then I thought, what if he gets married???
It's been a rough morning. But I'm better now. I know the last thing I want is to have a baby with no father, and get married to a guy I would be unhappy with forever......That's it. My book!!! I just read that this woman got pregnant and ended up marrying this guy...and was unhappy until he died. Holy shit! Thank you LiveJournal for giving me peace of mind.
And last night I had a Muggsy dream. I had went to visit him and was staying at his place....with his girlfriend. I remember being in the bathroom, doingmy hair or something, and he came up behind me and held me. And then his girlfriend walked in and stood next to me doing her hair. And I was nervouse she was going to flip. But he didn't budge and she didn't say a word. She was so gorgeous. I kept thinking how hot she was. And I know that Muggsy can't get a girl like that. But what if he does? And then I thought, what if he gets married???
It's been a rough morning. But I'm better now. I know the last thing I want is to have a baby with no father, and get married to a guy I would be unhappy with forever......That's it. My book!!! I just read that this woman got pregnant and ended up marrying this guy...and was unhappy until he died. Holy shit! Thank you LiveJournal for giving me peace of mind.