Jul 10, 2004 21:39
Today was such a blast!!! i was invited to go see a sneak preview of A Cinderella Story. It was s0o0o cute, sure I'm not a huge hilary duff fan but this movie was very cute. "Sam, dont touch the water!" "But there's a drought!" "But Sam, J.LO wouldnt have a brown lawn during a drought!" " Something smells, and its not the fish!" " ...You dont look mad...its the botox, I cant show emotion for another hour and a half!" "You're just like the drought, disappointing" Ahh, good times! And to top it all off, we get to see this lovely movie a second time bcz Elisa was asked to sing a song in front of a HUGE audience in order to win tix again, so she sang "so yesterday" and everyone sang along, it was great. Then we went to the infamous Disneyland, where I got some new sunglasses and make-up. Ok,this is official, I need a bf, I'm so freakin' lo0nely! Why doesnt anyone like me??? I'm not ugly.
I'm starting to grow into my own skin, I've realized no one is perfect and I'm starting to love me for me, I used to have a lot of self-hate, just like every other person on this earth, who constantly criticizes themself. Like Cady would say, "I found out there can be more things wrong with a person besides bad breath in the morning." I still am not 100% ok with my body but I'm learning to accept it, I know I will never look like Britney Spears, but I can still be beautiful in more ways than just having a 6 pack, c'mon ladies, lets learn to accept our flaws and realize that most of the girls in the magazines are airbrushed anyways, who wants a 100 lbs skeleton for a gf anyways? Curvy can be sexy too, just look at Marilyn Monroe , she was a size 14! And still is a sex symbol to this day, so to all the guys who only want their gfs to be a size 0, screw you, there's more to a woman besides her boobs and waistline. Love the girl for her intelectual beauty as well as personality, you would be surprised how great we "bigger" girls can be as gfs. I'm not huge or fat but I am bigger than some, so just love me for me, and you'll be surprised at what an amazing person I am.
FYI- I'm trying to get my mum to allow me to go to Vegas w/Elisa n Kevin, pray 4 me!I know I'm random, tee hee.