Yet Another Day in the "OC"

May 05, 2004 15:34

Today was another awesome day, coinsiding along my great past 2 weeks. There are times in your life when you feel totally lonely, like all u need is a "friend";). That's how I feel right now, I want someone that I can bring presents to, kiss, make their day brighter, etc. All I want is a guy to wrap his arms around me, hold me, kiss me, and make me feel "usome". I am so very scared to let myself be falling for this new guy, I don't want to get hurt but at the same time, I need to risk something in order to gain something in return. This guy makes my heart skip a beat every time I see him, I don't even know why! A guy hasn't had this effect on me, for a very very long time, say 2-3 years ago. So, I know this one is special. At lunch, I went over to him, tapped his shoulder, and as soon as he turned around(with a questioning look on his face, seeing as I was carrying a very large sports gift bag in my hand)I gave him the bag and told him to "open it", so when he did he found a small blue sports soccer ball and stationary letters on it saying,"will you go 2 PROM with me?!" as soon as he read it he looked up at me, smiled and said,"yea.."I was s0o0o happy! I couldn't have been happier. I felt so special and lucky to have been given the chance to even go on a date with this guy.I know my Prom night will be magical and I can't wait until then. I'm in my "workout" phase right now, trying to lose 5 lbs by Prom so I will look sexy. If you ever read this Meaghan, I'm so sorry about everything. I love you so much and hope you can forgive me, believe me, my lips are sealed :X. LOve you all so very much! MUah!
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