Another Day Without a Lover...
Today was very boring, blah, nothing exciting or interesting happend. I really am getting lonelier by the day though. I miss having a bf s0o0o much! Like the attention and love that you get is unexplainable, its a natural high that no one ever wants to forget. I hope everyone can experience that feeling at least once in their lives before they die. I really really really want a bf!!! I'm not a bad looking person, I'm kind, funny, a tad bit weird but other than that, very likable. So why doesnt anyone like me??? I let a certain person slip thru my fingers and that just aggravated me. PLus, I really need a job, money=fun times. I'm gunna try n update my "look" as soon as I get a job. My Dad is getting me an application for Disneyland and I am going to a job fair on Saturday!! Go me! So pray that I can get a job. I went on the freeway the other day for my 2nd behind-the-wheel session and I freaked out! I was so scared, plus it didnt help that the car was so used/old that it shook once u got past 60 mph. But I did relatively well. I had to drive this kid home, he went to VP and he was really hot, so I was glad that I got the chance to make a new aquaintance and talk with him for a little while. He seemed cool. Yea, so here's to another day, I'm gunna try to not look 4 a bf or try at all ... here's my lil new story/theory thing: " one day I was in my mother's garden looking for lady bugs, I was looking for them with a magnifying glass and still, nothing... I got so worn out from looking that I fell asleep in the grass... When I woke up they were crawling all over me!" (under the tuscan sun) In other words, good things come to those who wait. LOve you all, u kno who u special ppl are:).