Thinking about things that are useless
Sometimes I want to just scream and yell at my sister-in-law and one of my brothers. There is always drama surrounding them at all times. Every word is a lie. They are always two-faced.
To start with, I feel that my brother resents me and my younger brother because we have always had a father and his father took off when he was a young child. He always goes out of his way to bullshit us with love to our faces (in his frequently drunken stupors) and then talk shit behind our backs. He always treats my dad like he is the enemy. His bitch wife has a severe inferiority complex. In her eyes my mom has always liked the other daughter-in-laws better, loved the other grandkids more, etc. She says what you want to hear and then calls you every name in the book behind your back. Everything turns into a conflict, another war. I'm tired of it.
She told off my mom a few months ago. She was cold and mean and really hurt my mom. She misunderstood something and it turned into the end of the world. She hasn't apoligized. My brother hasn't tried to talk to my mom at all since (not that he did much anyways). Apparently the Christmas celebration has been moved from Christmas Eve to Boxing Day for MY benefit because "Hannah" is the only important one. My mom changed Christmas because she can't handle to much right now SHE IS OLD and boxing day was better for her. I wasn't consulted about this, I was told just like everyone else months ago. The Sister-in-law and Brother are now having everyone except my family, my parents and my one brother over for supper on Christmas Eve. We aren't invited at all. What idiots.
I'm sick of all this bull. Its been going on since my brother knocked her up when she was 18...18 years ago. She is a two-faced, lying, bitch. I'm really going to try and just not think about her anymore. Why am I letting her invade my thoughts when she is such a useless piece of shit. She disgusts me to no end. Thats it. I'm not wasting anymore energy thinking about her. So help me if I run into her when I'm in St. Catharines though, she's going to get an earful. I'm tired or the games. If I see her I'm just going to lay it all out there, clear my head and get on with my life.
I'm glad I typed this. Now I can go and try to get some sleep.
Good night :)
To start with, I feel that my brother resents me and my younger brother because we have always had a father and his father took off when he was a young child. He always goes out of his way to bullshit us with love to our faces (in his frequently drunken stupors) and then talk shit behind our backs. He always treats my dad like he is the enemy. His bitch wife has a severe inferiority complex. In her eyes my mom has always liked the other daughter-in-laws better, loved the other grandkids more, etc. She says what you want to hear and then calls you every name in the book behind your back. Everything turns into a conflict, another war. I'm tired of it.
She told off my mom a few months ago. She was cold and mean and really hurt my mom. She misunderstood something and it turned into the end of the world. She hasn't apoligized. My brother hasn't tried to talk to my mom at all since (not that he did much anyways). Apparently the Christmas celebration has been moved from Christmas Eve to Boxing Day for MY benefit because "Hannah" is the only important one. My mom changed Christmas because she can't handle to much right now SHE IS OLD and boxing day was better for her. I wasn't consulted about this, I was told just like everyone else months ago. The Sister-in-law and Brother are now having everyone except my family, my parents and my one brother over for supper on Christmas Eve. We aren't invited at all. What idiots.
I'm sick of all this bull. Its been going on since my brother knocked her up when she was 18...18 years ago. She is a two-faced, lying, bitch. I'm really going to try and just not think about her anymore. Why am I letting her invade my thoughts when she is such a useless piece of shit. She disgusts me to no end. Thats it. I'm not wasting anymore energy thinking about her. So help me if I run into her when I'm in St. Catharines though, she's going to get an earful. I'm tired or the games. If I see her I'm just going to lay it all out there, clear my head and get on with my life.
I'm glad I typed this. Now I can go and try to get some sleep.
Good night :)