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i hate how things can never stay good. just as soon as everything was settled and everything was coming together, it had to get fucked up.
this blows.
there's only one thing we can do and it's tearing me up. we talked about it last night and i cried. and he cried. and all we feel is helpless.
maybe if i were older, or smarter, or less selfish...maybe if the timing was different, or the situation... but not now. and it's killing me.
i'm so sorry.
this blows.
there's only one thing we can do and it's tearing me up. we talked about it last night and i cried. and he cried. and all we feel is helpless.
maybe if i were older, or smarter, or less selfish...maybe if the timing was different, or the situation... but not now. and it's killing me.
i'm so sorry.