grrr...
Capra is complete bullshit!
Anyway... i possibly got a second job, before i have even started the first one i got. when it rains, it pours. lately, my life has been reading, writing, thinking, and bringing it all into itself. lots of soul searching and attempts at better understanding myself, still.
i have come to a conclusion. everyone wants people to change and take responsability for there actions, accept for themselves. it really pisses me off that i can see were i have sliped up, and sometimes truly fucked up, but that others wont take responsability for their part. not to mentoin the fact that people change, like it or not, constantly. i think forgiveness is not being embraced or realzed, which is sad.
And hopefully, all of that is what i left when i took my leave of Ellensburg. A lot of shit happened in that town, to me and by me. A lot of shit still happens in that town, which no one wants to admit or change. Thank God for graduation and the end of my time there.
Lastly, i am done saying sorry for my past. I have acknowledged the things i did, tried to make peace as well as i could, and now it is time to stop. I am not going to beg for forgiveness or plead for mearcy anymore.
-R.B.
Anyway... i possibly got a second job, before i have even started the first one i got. when it rains, it pours. lately, my life has been reading, writing, thinking, and bringing it all into itself. lots of soul searching and attempts at better understanding myself, still.
i have come to a conclusion. everyone wants people to change and take responsability for there actions, accept for themselves. it really pisses me off that i can see were i have sliped up, and sometimes truly fucked up, but that others wont take responsability for their part. not to mentoin the fact that people change, like it or not, constantly. i think forgiveness is not being embraced or realzed, which is sad.
And hopefully, all of that is what i left when i took my leave of Ellensburg. A lot of shit happened in that town, to me and by me. A lot of shit still happens in that town, which no one wants to admit or change. Thank God for graduation and the end of my time there.
Lastly, i am done saying sorry for my past. I have acknowledged the things i did, tried to make peace as well as i could, and now it is time to stop. I am not going to beg for forgiveness or plead for mearcy anymore.
-R.B.