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Hey everyone.. jus figured i'll update so i dont have to for the next few days.. so much has been goin on lately.. maybe they're petty shit to some people but they're major to me.. i was so drunk off my ass last night i had to get my stomach pumped in the mornin even tho i vomitted over 7 times.. it started wif my hamster dying on Halloween night.. she was the last gift my father gave me before him and my mom split and thas wen my life jus started slidin downhill.. i miss him and i miss my Perkumz ^i^ RIP ^i^.. on that same night, this gurl Patricia who used to be one of my closest friends IMed me about my ex Tony.. let me jus give u a brief on Tony.. he was my first love, we were together for 8 months, everything seemed so perfect at the time and he would tell me he'd hope we'd still be together until im at least 18 so we can get married and stuff.. well around thanksgiving and christmas i suspected there was an attraction between Patricia and Tony and one night he was drunk at a party and she saw him in a room by himself and made her moves on him (she admitted this to me) and she got pregnant after so i broke up with Tony cuz i wanted the child to have both parents.. i didnt want that child to live with a single parent even though i hated it, i thought it was for the best... and last night Paula was telling me that they was gettin married and having a second child on the way and Tony's never been more happier and that he used me, he aint really loved me at all, i was jus a good score cuz of my good looks.. i was real upset even though i shouldnt be because its in the past and we have this rivalry and she was saying it to get to my head and i dont miss Tony or anything but it makes me think all negative.. im jus a bit depressed and i kno it wont blow over for a couple of days so i wont be updating for a few days, i will be commenting though.. hope everyone's healthy and well
Marci@!*<3
lil update
*i just finished doin uniquecutie's journal.. go check it out!
GO GO GO! =]
*also finished doin babixbrownxeyez's journal too.. i actually made the layout for me but i thought it was perfect for her's so i personalized it gave it to her instead =]
GO CHECK BOTH OF THEM OUT!! ;]
and thanks to those who commented on this entry.. ur advices and support are deeply appreciated guys<33333
Marci@!*<3
lil update
*i just finished doin uniquecutie's journal.. go check it out!
GO GO GO! =]
*also finished doin babixbrownxeyez's journal too.. i actually made the layout for me but i thought it was perfect for her's so i personalized it gave it to her instead =]
GO CHECK BOTH OF THEM OUT!! ;]
and thanks to those who commented on this entry.. ur advices and support are deeply appreciated guys<33333