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-sighz- ionno.. me and my baby on a bad note tonight.. now ionno wut to say or wut to do cuz den it'll all end up on a worse side of things.. and now i feel like im bein controlled, he might not think so, but i feel it, and usually dont or ever had been, i cant even be friends wit anybody cuz he knows im bi.. either he criticizes sumone or claim their lesbian or bi or wutever, its not like i want them, or i flirt with them or i lead them on, jus potential friends..if i flip that same shit on him, he'll tell me sum shit like "b e z u jealuz freak" and i would have no choice but to jus accept it without sayin anything more about it.. ionno if he's playin around wit dis den fine but i kno i wouldn't, if i seriously dont like him being friends or have a problem, i'm very dead ass about it.. but oh wells.. i guess i'll try to sleep.. ionno.. maybe.. maybe not ;\
<333333 * marci
<333333 * marci