Oct 13, 2002 15:52
ahhhhhhhhh..*crying*
i havent slept at all from last night.. and jus a few mins ago i had to give my baby da cold shoulder earlier.. i had to do it or else he'll step all over me... i hated havin to do it. but i had to.. he signed off.. now im crying.. now im scared to live wit him now.. cuz if we go on bad terms over stupid simple stuff.. wuts gunna happen wen we live together.. he'll have da stronger advantage over me.. den wuts gunna happen to me?!.. so ionno about dat anymore.. ahhhhhh sdgmkhsdjkfs i wanna call him.. but den my voice is goin to start crackin and ima break down real bad.. i'll prob call him later to check up on him.. omg dis hurts soo much.. i feel like sum1 has stabbed every single organ in my body =*(
well hope u people enjoy yer day.. im not
<\333333 * marci ;\
yesh.. broken hearts again.. sorry