life, and how it's been...

[sexkyttyn]

it's almost over done...of moving that is! we're like within an hour of being done moving. the last load of crap is staged in the living room of the old apartment and the old apartment's almost done being cleaned. another hour and we'll be done with the old place and only have to worry about setting up the new place. not like we actually moved that far, we moved from a 1-bedroom to a 2-bedroom in the same apartment complex, unfortunately, because they wanted a whole new deposit is why we weren't able to make estrella this year, again. we'll get at least half the old apartment's deposit back, but that won't be for at least another couple of weeks. we already got our state return, and spent most of it on paying a couple credit cards down and trying to buy a big screen t.v. we tried for a 50" we found on craigslist for $200 and got shafted. we now have a $200 50" 230+lb paperweight in our living room. fortunately, our federal's due in by valentine's day and a friend of ours that's been around for a few years now is going to be kind of enough to spot us half the cost of a brand new 42" plasma t.v. so by next weekend we'll be viewing t.v. in HD and at least 10" bigger then we currently are. our old t.v. is going to be donated to some friends of ours that are currently existing on a 12" t.v. for their living room. the 50", well, our friend (and roommate) that just moved out here from kansas in december wants to gut it and make an entertainment center for his bedroom. more power to him, but it needs to leave the living room ASAP. so, once we buy the 42" we'll be indebted to our friends for a total of $950. we'll owe our friend that's sporting us the half of the t.v. $600 and another friend of ours popped up about a month ago with a brand new computer for us that cost $350 (the parts were on sale and would've cost double if they weren't on sale). so, gotta love our friends. we owe them money but they're not stressing on it. our friend for the t.v. just wants at least $100 a month. the one that bought us the computer, said we can give him money when we can, so we're going to give him $200 out of our federal return, that'll only leave $150. our friend for the t.v.'s actually going to buy it all up front on his own and then we'll give him $600 from our federal, and unless we absolutely need the money from our old apartments deposit refund, we're going to give him that, too, that should be at least another $200. so, yeah. good friends, good times.


so, a few weeks ago i thought i was pregnant, had the sensitive nipples, strange cravings, and everything. then, i started spotting, looked it up, found out it was normal. that was about the time the pain started. this dull, constant, pain that was from my belly button down to the bottom of my groin and all the way around. and when the pain was dull and constant, it was acute and i'd have to stop whatever i was doing to let it pass. then, the blood started flow, and flow it did. for the first 36+ hours i was going through at least one heavy duty pad an hour. it was hell. the pain didn't stop until the bleeding subsided to pinking, about 3 days after it started. the pain started about 3 days before the blood. god it sucked. so, now i'm back to normal and just trying to go on and have sex and conceive.