¡FIRME!
you can't swim in a town this shallow.
i guess sometimes ya just have to toughen up your ego to live in the bay RIGHT?!
/oh lord. usually small things don't phase me, but they are right now/
i'm used to being such a hardass. and i hate feeling vulnerable, or admitting i'm going through it, or going to people and venting.
i suppose that's what a livejournal is for. the indiscreet way of doing all that.
my dad and his girlfriend are in the other room, drunk, talking nonsense. i can't even THINK straight. they're so annoying.
i love how i'm quiet, do what i'm told, hardly ever talk to my dad, and STILL get blamed for things i either didn't do, or have no relation to me. i hate that bastard. those of you who've met him can agree.
is it bad to have NO long-term goals? right now i don't. i did a few weeks ago, but the past few weeks have been really discouraging. it feels like i'm doing all of this footwork to be successful and it's going nowhere.
i guess sometimes ya just have to toughen up your ego to live in the bay RIGHT?!
/oh lord. usually small things don't phase me, but they are right now/
i'm used to being such a hardass. and i hate feeling vulnerable, or admitting i'm going through it, or going to people and venting.
i suppose that's what a livejournal is for. the indiscreet way of doing all that.
my dad and his girlfriend are in the other room, drunk, talking nonsense. i can't even THINK straight. they're so annoying.
i love how i'm quiet, do what i'm told, hardly ever talk to my dad, and STILL get blamed for things i either didn't do, or have no relation to me. i hate that bastard. those of you who've met him can agree.
is it bad to have NO long-term goals? right now i don't. i did a few weeks ago, but the past few weeks have been really discouraging. it feels like i'm doing all of this footwork to be successful and it's going nowhere.