Mar 04, 2005 18:37
Eh...bored as heck, gosh darnit.
I have not updated in a minute, so I will.
So, Gay Joe's partay is today! So stoked...the whiskey is calling me! The charming Brianna will be there and so will Lizzy. Heh, I was just thinking last week how we were watching cartoons and totally saw our twins. We were getting married! I am so happy Joe's 21..it's making partying a lot easier.
So...I don't know, I am kind of bummed though. I feel like a total ass, because I hate dissing my friends (ha, who says dissing anymore?) But, I think I really just need a break from some people. I am just sick of being blamed for everything. It's really suffocating because I feel like I can't hang out with anyone else, you know, explore other worlds out there. I get a major guilt trip and feel asthough I committed an act of betrayl.
So...I am just think that a little time apart will be okay. I mean, It won't kill us...it'll be good for all of us!
We just need to chill out, seriously
Anyway...I don't know...I feel asthough I am going through a mid-life crisis and I am only 17. I am constantly nervous and afraid...ahh, I am going maddd. Maybe some good long drinking will get my mind off of this. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do with myself...
Meh, I am greasy...playing in the Crisco, for sure.