how can someone so close be allowed to be so far away.
so call me completely emo but wow, this is getting hard.
And you know what, if you all are calling me emo and critiscizing how i feel, then you must be some desensitized assholes. That or dont know what real feelings are. maybe both.
dammit. i hate attachment. i hate all feelings.
it'll be just like last time. we'll fight and hate each other. and i'll want to kill myself. god dammit. i knew it was completely a mistake.
though i dont know i still dont regret it.
im so fucking DENSE sometimes i swear.
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.
And you know what, if you all are calling me emo and critiscizing how i feel, then you must be some desensitized assholes. That or dont know what real feelings are. maybe both.
dammit. i hate attachment. i hate all feelings.
it'll be just like last time. we'll fight and hate each other. and i'll want to kill myself. god dammit. i knew it was completely a mistake.
though i dont know i still dont regret it.
im so fucking DENSE sometimes i swear.
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.