Aug 03, 2005 00:25
so I figured out that I'm still madly in love with this guy that I was in love with b4 this summer. He's such a sweetie & completely considerate. The night b4 he left to go back to his hometown & work for the summer, he confessed his undying love for me & stuff...and we made out, and I spent the night there, but he didn't pressure me to sleep with him or anything (I didn't), and we just cuddled and talked (completely NOT DRUNK), and we slept. In the morning, I had to go to work, and he gave me a back rub, and we talked some more, then he said goodbye. He wanted me to come see him at the lake this summer, but I couldn't go up, and he phoned me five times that day to say he missed me & stuff, and really wanted to see me. I talked to him today, and he sounded sooooo pumped. He told me when he was coming back to town, and said he wants to see me & catch up, and that we will go out and he will for sure call me. He also said that he might be coming up next week, and if he does, he will FOR SURE call me. I was SOOOOOO excited to talk to him. I can't wait to see him when he gets home. I'm glad I had the summer free to go hang out with whoever I wanted, but now I'm excited to see him. I know what I truly want now. I miss him like crazy, and have been all the time. He's such a sweetie, and so cute... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh come home.................
the best thing about him is that though he is one of who we do not mention's friends, he doesn't listen to anything he says, disrespects him lots (like in the way he treats ppl & his family), and they have TOTALLY drifted apart. YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAY!!!!