Ugh...I hate Saturdays
I am incredibly bored at work yet again.
I had a fight with this new boy...I've been seeing for a little over a month now. I went over to his house on Thursday, and we were just talking about stuff in general. Before, he was going on & on about how he wants a serious relationship with me, etc etc, and I happened to mention something about how I would feel more comfortable if we were dating. He just FLIPPED out. He told me lay off of him (we've only had this convo once before, and he initiated it), and said I'd be waiting for a long time. Then he told me to get out if I didn't like it. I got up and grabbed all my stuff to leave. He came running after me, apologizing out his ass, and I told him to back away from the bus, that I didn't need to take that. He said "why can't you be 25 & have a career?" which is completely unfair since he knew what he was getting into in the first place. I left, crying my eyes out, and he called me later on to apologize yet again. I told him why I feel so strongly about dating & stuff...and he called me yesterday. I was still really hurt yesterday, and even am today. He was apologizing yesterday too, but I told him actions speak louder than words, and to show me that he's sorry if he really is. I don't think he understands why I was so upset by what he said. I don't believe that he's truly sorry. I think he's just scared of losing someone who's interested in him. Am I overreacting? I don't know. But if he's not REALLY sorry, then I can't forgive him, coz you shouldn't say those words unless you mean. Let me know what you guys think.
BLACK EYED PEAS & KENDRAS B-DAY TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!1
I had a fight with this new boy...I've been seeing for a little over a month now. I went over to his house on Thursday, and we were just talking about stuff in general. Before, he was going on & on about how he wants a serious relationship with me, etc etc, and I happened to mention something about how I would feel more comfortable if we were dating. He just FLIPPED out. He told me lay off of him (we've only had this convo once before, and he initiated it), and said I'd be waiting for a long time. Then he told me to get out if I didn't like it. I got up and grabbed all my stuff to leave. He came running after me, apologizing out his ass, and I told him to back away from the bus, that I didn't need to take that. He said "why can't you be 25 & have a career?" which is completely unfair since he knew what he was getting into in the first place. I left, crying my eyes out, and he called me later on to apologize yet again. I told him why I feel so strongly about dating & stuff...and he called me yesterday. I was still really hurt yesterday, and even am today. He was apologizing yesterday too, but I told him actions speak louder than words, and to show me that he's sorry if he really is. I don't think he understands why I was so upset by what he said. I don't believe that he's truly sorry. I think he's just scared of losing someone who's interested in him. Am I overreacting? I don't know. But if he's not REALLY sorry, then I can't forgive him, coz you shouldn't say those words unless you mean. Let me know what you guys think.
BLACK EYED PEAS & KENDRAS B-DAY TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!1