not a real update... but a post nonetheless...
its just a little something that i wrote in my myspace blog... so i'm posting it here as well...
comments are ALWAYS welcome ;-)
i'm kinda in a dilemma... and i should probably just get over it... but it sucks... and idk how to deal... so here it is...
i'm in LIKE (not LOVE but LIKE cuz i like him a LOT and idk him that well to "LOVE" him) with this boy... and well we've known each other for probably close to like 2 years now... maybe more im not 100% ... anyways... we've only ever been "friends with benefits" and lemme tell you... the "benefits" are AMAZING... he IS the BEST sex i've EVER had... EVER... and he's moving out of state (this weekend to be exact) and he actually wanted to hang with me this week before he left... and we did... (we didn't do THAT btw...we had "fun" tho) and it tells me that he really values my friendship and i do too... i don't wanna fuck that up... cuz that would really suck... so idk... and he even added me to his "top friends" im #17 out of 20... prolly cuz he's the same on mine... haha... but idk... idk if he'll read this... and he prolly will... but its cool... he prolly should know how i feel... i just hope that he does really well in his quest in life with his beau in OH... in the back of my mind i just wish it was me... but if he is happy then i'm happy for him and wish him well... and i want to say thank you for being my friend... i truly value our friendship... thank you for coming into my life especially when i needed it... you are a great guy who is going to go on and do great things... and i hope you find whatever it is that you're looking for...
-Rob-
comments are ALWAYS welcome ;-)
i'm kinda in a dilemma... and i should probably just get over it... but it sucks... and idk how to deal... so here it is...
i'm in LIKE (not LOVE but LIKE cuz i like him a LOT and idk him that well to "LOVE" him) with this boy... and well we've known each other for probably close to like 2 years now... maybe more im not 100% ... anyways... we've only ever been "friends with benefits" and lemme tell you... the "benefits" are AMAZING... he IS the BEST sex i've EVER had... EVER... and he's moving out of state (this weekend to be exact) and he actually wanted to hang with me this week before he left... and we did... (we didn't do THAT btw...we had "fun" tho) and it tells me that he really values my friendship and i do too... i don't wanna fuck that up... cuz that would really suck... so idk... and he even added me to his "top friends" im #17 out of 20... prolly cuz he's the same on mine... haha... but idk... idk if he'll read this... and he prolly will... but its cool... he prolly should know how i feel... i just hope that he does really well in his quest in life with his beau in OH... in the back of my mind i just wish it was me... but if he is happy then i'm happy for him and wish him well... and i want to say thank you for being my friend... i truly value our friendship... thank you for coming into my life especially when i needed it... you are a great guy who is going to go on and do great things... and i hope you find whatever it is that you're looking for...
-Rob-